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Sunday, April 23, 2006 Sad. I suddendly feel very sad inside and it's not because im about to book in. It has been inside me for along long time and i cant pin point to what exactly it is. I'm lacking something or someone and i dont know what it is. It's like a jigsaw puzzle with a few pieces missing here and there. And im possesed by this burning urge to find the pieces, yet i dont know where and how to start. There's this something missing in my life. Can anyone point me to the correct direction please ?Saturday, April 22, 2006  Fratres! Three weeks from now, I will be scchmmoking my crops. Imagine where you will be, and it will be so. Hold the line. Stay with me. If you find yourself alone, running in green fields with the sun on your face, do not be troubled; for we are in the Champions League, and we're already there! Brothers, what we do in life, echoes in eternity. COYS! Friday, April 21, 2006 Have been perpetually in zombie mode all day in camp and it's doing great. But somehow i kenna 'marked' by one of the chaocheebye superiors.fuck the attempt to sound civil..CHEEBYE I KENNA 4 EXTRAS FOR GUESS WHAT..FUCKING CAUGHT FOR BRINGING CAMERA HANDPHONE 3 TIMES~!~! dun think im proud of that because it's fucking stupid and i cant help feeling i've been wronged. I surrendered my HP twice and they counted into it -_-. I think i hold the fastest record for kennaning 'extras'..been there barely a week and tio 4 extras liao~ Anyway my 'case' apparantely caused quite a 'storm'. BEen forced to see the SWO, the RSM who gave me 4 extras but the worst shit was the stupid Major. He claimed i have 'attitude problem' and asked me not to 'test his fucking english' when i couldnt hear what he said and said 'sorry' ? Also asked me if i was 'not very happy izzit' when he said i would be confined. Almost answered 'Feeling outstanding Sir" ..the extras i'd tio would almost be worth for seeing the look on his face after that... Like i said my handphone case which i HONESTLY had no idea would caused such a storm led to some very interesting email from the above Major to my unit Sergeants which i read..he mentioned my excuse for bringing handphone in as 'a lame excuse' which is not entirely false..but it's still kinda funny and that 'neccessary action must be taken'..he asked me to cut my sideburns which are fucking short and after 2 times he still buay song and ask me to down 20 right inside his office -_- and ask me if im 'trying to be funny' and 'testing the system izzit'..and then the next day..i went to nee soon camp to help out with the NDP and he happened to be there also..i didnt do anything of note but the very next day my Sergeant informed me she received a email from the major stating he noted 'AN IMPROVED PERFORMANCE AND ATTITUDE' from me..i really dunno what to say..fucking funny guy. When i was in Tekong i couldnt wait to get out but now im outside in unit i cant wait for my recourse to happen and return to Tekong. WTF ? I cant understand myself. Anyway my 4 extras also tio at a very right time.. I will be helping out for NDP next Sat, confined Next Sunday and the monday after that happen to be may day..which means i will have May Day + the next day off (for helping on a Sat) and have the week cut real short. Then the following Sat + Sun confined but i will still bookout on Friday coz it's Vesak Day. Which means i wont get to spend an entire week there hehe. And after my last extra serve it'd just nice be BOOKOUT period for me ( new recruits into our unit arent supposed to book out for a month ) but after that can leave anything after 5.30 and return before 12. Hmmm perhaps gonna wait for 1-2 months before i unleash my next stunt to achieve stay in rights. Believe me i will succeed : ) Sunday, April 16, 2006 I've decided to switch to zombie mode everytime im in camp. I will not make unnecessary small talks, not joke, not laugh, and not show too much emotions or expressions. I will do the bare minimal to get by without slacking. I will not be late or early. I will do my best in everything but i will not do more.That is all. Tuesday, April 11, 2006 My first ever favourite band : My first soccer idol :  First fav male singer :  First hollywood star i really liked (in Sleepers) :  Current favourite Hollywood actor:  First movie that i teared in :  Favourite movie that will never change no matter how many better ones i will watch :  Favourite female singer :  Favourite childhood cartoon show :  Favourite TV host :  er..i dunno why i did all this. guess im really bored. Saturday, April 08, 2006 Sima Yi: Lu Bu (fucking overpowered, almost 100% of his attacks sure will critical hit. Downside is that if you dun pair him with a good advisor he will tio enemy tactics rather easily.)  For Zhuge Liang, you could just take a look at my pic instead. Nah JK. But his stats in this game are badly nerfed, his leadership and politics are not even ranked top 3 like they always did 
Friday, April 07, 2006 Been hooked on RTK 11 lately. Romance of the 3 kingdoms is definitely the longest series of game i've ever played, beginning with RTK 2 at my Aunt's house using her 66 MHZ computer back then. I remember getting really hooked over the game, and then the story, till now i've read almost 5 versions of the entire book a few times liao. Anyway this series is definitely one of the best i've played in terms of graphics and gameplay, they finally took out the option to play as an officer(which i think is bloodily stupid) and limit the player to use only rulers. Even though part of the game is in Jap the majority important stuff are still in Chinese making it playable.In the past i always started with Liu bei but now i find playing as Cao Cao more exciting la. Graphics : 10/10  Another part of the game which i absolutely adore is some of the character portraits. Chang San Zhao ZiLong!~ (nicest portrait in the game imo)  Gan Ning looks surprising suave here:  Guan Yu~~  Zhou Yu looks great too:  Elegant Lady Sun~ :  Saw a Mani lookalike though :(  Guo Jia and his 1 hit KO skill in a tongue battle..( no, not THAT kinda battle you were thinking)  if you wanna see more portraits of certain officers lemme know and i'll try to host it :) Sunday, April 02, 2006 Fucking disgraceful..that's what it is.I cant believe Anthony Gardner is allowed to ruin 31 games of our hard work with one fucked up display. 4th spot is gone. Only a matter of time before the scums take it back. KNN. Fucking tulan. How the fuck did we manage to lose to Newcastle. You tell me i tio 20 guard duty in a row i also not so tulan. Or realizing my girlfriend slept with 5 guys i also wont be this fucking pissed. I just realized how much i fucking hate Alan Shearer. I feel damn ashamed of having him as my childhood idol when i grew up. Fuck this and my cb cough that is making me feeling very ill. Saturday, April 01, 2006 想不起 怎么会病到不分好歹连受苦都甜美 我每日捱着 不睬不理 但却捱不死 又去痴缠你 难道终此一生 都要这么 不可争一口气 ＊很谦卑 只不过是我太过爱你 连自尊都忘记 跌到极麻木 只好相信 又再爬得起 就会有转机 若我不懂憎你 如何离别你 亦怕不会飞 ＃由这一分钟开始计起 春风秋雨间 恨（限）我对你以半年时间 慢慢的心淡 付清 账单 平静的对你热度退减 一天一点伤心过 这一百数十晚 大概也够我 送我来回地狱又折返人间 春天分手 秋天会习惯 苦冲开了便淡＃ （说甚么再平反） 只怕被迫一起 更碍眼 （往后这半年间） 只爱自己 虽说不太习惯 毕竟有限 就当 过关 |
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